Finally I Know

For all this time, it's look like you supported me, backed me up, get hold on me, but at the end Finally I Know and i see the truth. 

For the first time in my life i'm being stabbed from the back by my own...i don't know how to introduce the person and Finally I Know.

What i'm done wrong for that person do such thing to me? i never hurt her feeling, i always accept her who she is, and sometimes i feel like i have another little sister but Finally I Know.

For that guy, i don't what special you are until you can make so many girls falling in love with you including me but Finally I Know.

Finally, at the end I Know that a good friend never cheated, never take for granted, never stabbing each other. 

You always said that ''never believed on what a guy said to you''. But on what purposed you said those words to me? you yourself believed on what he said even fall for him. You said that guy cannot be trust, but you yourself trusted him even when he cheated on you, you just keep silence. You said that many other guys that one fine day will be your soul mate but you yourself choose to love him instead of other guys..

Why all those word you said to me you yourself never take it as advise for yourself? Is it just a way for you to make me put a distance for my feeling towards that guy so your can grab and hold him tight and never let go? What the point that once upon a time you told me that when the guy want to know you  but you yourself said that you not like him but at the end?

If you want him just tell me the truth, just tell me your feeling towards him. Do not make so many excuses to hide your feeling. if you tell me the whole story, i can put away my feeling on him but just don't do like this. It's only hurt my feeling, lost my trust upon you and make me not to believe you anymore. Don't be such a hypocrite.

For that guy, congratulation on the successful seducing technique that make the girl who i trust the most fall for you. I just want to give one advise, Do not breaking those heart who have a feeling for you, just explain to them properly and do not make them cry because REMEMBER, you have a younger sister, I afraid what you have done those girls, Allah S.W.T will pay the same way on your sister. One more thing, in 

Al-Quran, Allah S.W.T berfirman, 'lelaki yang baik adalah untuk perempuan yang baik dan lelaki yang jahat adalah untuk perempuan yang jahat'. 

Thank You  for the two of you given me such a memorable event that make me cried all the time until i became a heartless person now...